I was late for the first day of school just because of a thermometer -_-" Our timetable had changed. First two periods was art then had an early recess 9.10am. Went back class for maths but the teacher didn't come, GOOD LA HA HA! So another teacher came in and we did our own things but no actually teacher asked to do maths but ended up only a few people doing it. Talked, laughed, joked, and many many funny stories. CPA AND EBS was doing nothing too, teachers were talking about Nlevel thing. It's kinda boring and i regretted going on the first day! But nevermind, already over. I am getting less joke when each day passes and i hate this la-.- Fcuk, Idk why? Because i dont know to treat people good or bad? If i treat people good, people will take advantages of it and if i treat them badly, people will say bad things about me. OMG, THAT'S LIFE HUH?! I always treat people very well but i really dont get back? I felt, I am a person with a soft heart when people apologize to me, my heart feels something wrong and that's why i hate it. Whatever it is, i'm going to change back, no matter what. ZZZ, hate myself for being like that. SO EMO?! -.-
My Furture Dream
A White Lamborghini Car, A Big House, A Grand Wedding, Honeymoon to France Or New York, Forever Love ♥, Happy Family, Son & Daughter, Two White Chihuahua (M&F), Collections Of Shoes, Bags, Blazers, Scarfs & Formal clothing In A Room, The colour of Black White Grey Transparent Red Of Funiture
▲Jphs▼
_
I'm someone that you're not, so stop thinking that you're me. You will never be me!
M E
Ambition, dream, passion, imagination, belief, design, curiosity, inspiration, spirit, intelligent, inspiration, creativity, determination, sophistication, courage, make.
Yoz! I'm JPHS. My Ambition was to become a World Famous Movies Director which i'm going NOTfor. Filming lots of nice funny movies which super attracts everyone! :D I am absolute a fan of MKE HE JUN XIANG, who by the way is extremely hot if you didn't know. I'm currently working and waiting for school. I won't tell you About me so if you don't know, too bad for you. By the way, i'm too much friendly, a good chatter i dare to say and a joker i dare admit <: I am a weird girl, dont believe try it?
N I N E T E E N
RANDOM FACTS
RANDOM FACTS
well, i am 19years old : )
ONE Basically i am a Baby girl TWO Milk is my favourite THREE I started learning how to call "Mama", "Papa" FOUR I do walk but sometimes fall FIVE I love making friends in Kindergarden SIX Colouring is my passion SEVEN Primary school started EIGHT I enjoy NINE I play TEN Study sometimes ELEVEN Going out with friends TWELVE Last year of primary school, i did badly THIRTEEN Starting of secondary school FOURTEEN I begin to realize how friends can be FIFTEEN Play the hardness out of my life SIXTEEN 4years of enjoyment just end like that SEVENTEEN Working life yeah.. I found my true love♥ EIGHTEEN My loving life NINETEEN Now
All fv is here
My style, my like, love
Blackberry, Lv, Shopping, Photographer camera, Movie director, Photographer, Aarmani exchange, Burberry, Rockport, Hearts, White chocolate, Birthday, Swimming, Classic unique stuffs, Flurry, Pull and bear, NET, Credit cards, Big house, Rich, White, Black, Grey, Red, Sliver, Seashell, Rose, White Chihuahua, Korean stuffs, 1, Limited stuffs, Blazer, Big bags, Clothing special, English country, Green tea, Shoes, Bags, Blissful life, Aeroplane, Spaghetti, Chanel, Cute stuffs, Big Wardrobe, Cotton on, Freedom, Laptops, Pink dolphin, Puma, Lamborghini Car, Perfumes, Golf ....
S A Y " H I "
The unlimited chat here, yo!
8:36 PM - Monday, June 29, 2009
2:58 AM - Thursday, June 25, 2009
When my tear is dropping, i will run back to my room and cry, i swear.
Life is tiring. Hope i will end it here. Maybe i'm good and too loyal to my friend thats why and i hate it. The feeling of being together is totally gone. Thought i could trust you well but now idk? My mind goes blank and now i kinda hate going out. I dont know if i still got the mood to go school anot. I dont know if it's still me to other? I dont know will i change into another person because of this? I dont know who to trust anymore? I dont know what to do? I dont know how am i going to face anyone? I dont know what will happen after all? I just dont know. Cos i hate promise breaker and liers.
Life is tiring. Hope i will end it here. Maybe i'm good and too loyal to my friend thats why and i hate it. The feeling of being together is totally gone. Thought i could trust you well but now idk? My mind goes blank and now i kinda hate going out. I dont know if i still got the mood to go school anot. I dont know if it's still me to other? I dont know will i change into another person because of this? I dont know who to trust anymore? I dont know what to do? I dont know how am i going to face anyone? I dont know what will happen after all? I just dont know. Cos i hate promise breaker and liers.
8:32 PM - Tuesday, June 23, 2009
I finally know what is a "good friend". Being bored at home and went out with friends. W/o me, you still can happily go out and what you said wasn't that true i thought. I thought w/o me, you couldn't go out but i was wrong. Since you can happily go out, i won't force myself to go out with you. I will not think for others but for myself. I am beginning to be a little selfish more because i think i had lost trust on you. I got no best friend and i'm not going to have it in the future i guessed. What i could do had already reached a limit and that's all. Sometime i really think is impossible to find a goodfriend like me. Cause a friend like me, always wants the best thing to happen to her goodfriend, always helping and taking care her goodfriend and always stay by her side.
8:33 PM - Monday, June 22, 2009
Ha ha ha! Ohmyfuckingod, is damn freaking nice:)))))) DEVIL BESIDE YOU! OMG-.-
I watched that show since ytd till now and i finally watched finish all eps, so fucking interesting. Although some of the last part is damn not nice but still i love that show very very much! Hee, i love that guy attitude and i wish i have. Ohno, not.. i mean luckily i dont have that devil heart. Ha ha, NO LA! I like myself very much, i love everyone around me and i love everything:) Laughs* Okey, i am getting alive at home and i dont feel like going/hanging out these few days. Ha ha ha, i'm sorry for those people i always hang out with. But i found that is quite a good choice:) STAY AT HOME AND ENJOY!
I watched that show since ytd till now and i finally watched finish all eps, so fucking interesting. Although some of the last part is damn not nice but still i love that show very very much! Hee, i love that guy attitude and i wish i have. Ohno, not.. i mean luckily i dont have that devil heart. Ha ha, NO LA! I like myself very much, i love everyone around me and i love everything:) Laughs* Okey, i am getting alive at home and i dont feel like going/hanging out these few days. Ha ha ha, i'm sorry for those people i always hang out with. But i found that is quite a good choice:) STAY AT HOME AND ENJOY!
11:17 PM - Friday, June 19, 2009
Today today today, a funny day:) No.. Should be, everyday is a funny day to me. :) Went out with cassey today, bought drinks, walked around novena, ate lunch, bused to marina. Chatted, laughed, talked more more. Bought drinks again, and i found i love green tea very much:)))! Walked to suntec bought tibits and walked all the way to penisular plaza. Chatted alot. Bused to cathay to meet yuhui. Walked around then homed:) A very simple day indeed, ha ha ha!
10:47 PM - Tuesday, June 16, 2009
A tiring day for me):
10:54 AM - Monday, June 15, 2009
(HA HA HA! I feel so happy:) I love today.)
Personality traits of Carpricorn: Good organizational skills, neat and tidy, practical, realistic, strong work ethic, materialistic tendencies, conventional, respect authority , egotism, cruel taskmaster, servility, excessive perfectionism.
Likes and Dislikes..
Likes: Simple food, antiques, history, responsibility, not being pressured, unconditional love, privacy, elitism, family.
Dislikes: Untidiness, disorder, being teased, familiarity, surprises, new ideas & paths, loneliness,
being uesless, public embarrasment.
-Personality Traits of a Sagittarians: Gregarious, upbeat and confident, Sagittarians usually have many friends,
but their impulsiveness can throw more security-loving types off kilter. Most Sagittarians are brave and generous,
and they usually have a desire to help humanity in some way.
Cheerful and Positive: Sagittarians are extroverted, cheerful and optimistic.
They believe that things will turn out well, and they trust much to luck.
Not much gets them down and they usually rebound quickly from depression, illness or stressful life events.
Most enjoy robust health and when they do experience medical problems, it is often the result of over-indulging and risk taking.
12:32 AM - Saturday, June 13, 2009
OPPS, i fallen alseep. WHAT THE FUCKING HELL? Nevermind): So i am blogging for friday:) >> Ha ha! Today went school at 9.45am and waited for san hui more than 30mins): LOL. We played badminton in school. We saw xx! :) Shouted at him and he turned over. OMG. 11plusplus we went down to chop place as it was going to be lunch time. Cassey went to find us. Had our lunch and half way though, there was a teacher who could not find a place to sit so he came over and sat with us. Was chatting about some stupid D&T and luckily i am not that student. Soon, trevin came to find us too:) Planning to go novena as san hui felt very warm because the fucking weather was damn fucking hot and not even only her, people like me, cassey and trevin also couldn't stand it lor. Bought drinks and i accompany cassey to go up the school. Went toilet and we saw F&N orange went in toilet w/o any toilet paper, omgf-.- Ha ha! We laughed and she dont know -_-" Saw san hui and trevin at D&T block and decided not to go novena:) And with this type of weather, i guessed water is not enough for everyone and so being kind of me went round asking classmate want drinks anot? :) :) LOL. I went down like.. 2times only! Ha ha ha! Played badminton again and the weather was still the same): and thanks to trevin for millions of time for being such a nice good guy. Making my badminton racket in such a good condition, must thanks to youuuu! ]; ewwwwwwww. Ha, nevermind. I dont blame you because the racket is nothing to me. Bused to little india w/ cassey and i went home. laughs* Is really such a wonderful day, i dont know why? Although the weather is so damn fucking hot but i dont know why i enjoyed? Maybe because i get to help people? LOL. Helping people is so great and i feel so good, lmao!
10:52 PM - Thursday, June 11, 2009
Ohhhhhh! My computer is so laggggg, arggghhhhh! Damn! Ha ha ha! Today was a very very tiring day for me and plus it was a very warm-hot day. I was sitting near the D&T block for almost 5 hours and luckily i got enough water to drink or else i can't be here doing my blogging. Today i saw Yj and xx walking around near the office! I saw burger king boy in the canteen! HA HA! So funny.
At last, i saw trevin at the bus stop waiting for bus and i smsed him, "Taking bus?", "Ya, how you know?", "I am in that bus 5", "Where got", "Dont believe? Hahaha. Then how i know you in bus 5?" "Ok.... You at where now", I go down the bus ler. The air con very cold. Hahahaha! :D, "Lol hahahaha"
At last, i saw trevin at the bus stop waiting for bus and i smsed him, "Taking bus?", "Ya, how you know?", "I am in that bus 5", "Where got", "Dont believe? Hahaha. Then how i know you in bus 5?" "Ok.... You at where now", I go down the bus ler. The air con very cold. Hahahaha! :D, "Lol hahahaha"
10:45 PM - Wednesday, June 10, 2009
Woke up early in the morning bathed phoned and rushed to novena. I was early. I waited for cassey like 15mins? :] Damn boring lor, everytime go out ): I wish i can stay at home to watch "MISS NO GOOD", HA HA HA! Damn nice and funny show lah! I know that the show, Miss no good, was published quite long ago but i dk why i wont get tired of watching it loh-_- Okey, went vivo with cassey and sanhui. Had our lunch at vivo and walked around, talked, chatted, laughed, did most of the usual stupid stuffs there! hA ha! Bused home.
-I know i am changing but please give me sometime to let me change back. I might be disliking more people and thing or even the way you express/action to me so dont be shock.
-I know i am changing but please give me sometime to let me change back. I might be disliking more people and thing or even the way you express/action to me so dont be shock.
10:25 PM - Tuesday, June 09, 2009
OMG, I like the idols of.....,
M: Dean Fujioka, Leon jay william, Lee Dong wook, Lee Joon Ki, Toro, Zheng Yuan Chang, Darren chen shi wei, Wu zun, Pan wei bo, Jay chou, Jerry yan, Jackie chan.
F: Xie wang yu, Felicia chin, Ou xuan, Lee Lee Da hae, Lee jin mei.
(Correct me if there is any spelling mistake:))
M: Dean Fujioka, Leon jay william, Lee Dong wook, Lee Joon Ki, Toro, Zheng Yuan Chang, Darren chen shi wei, Wu zun, Pan wei bo, Jay chou, Jerry yan, Jackie chan.
F: Xie wang yu, Felicia chin, Ou xuan, Lee Lee Da hae, Lee jin mei.
(Correct me if there is any spelling mistake:))
6:34 PM - Monday, June 08, 2009
I needs my friends to support, friends advice, friends to be my side. -Idk why i become like this and i begin to hate myself. I am changing too many, countless. I wasn't like that last time. I was a girl who was very patience to wait for anyone, a girl always joke, laughs at anytime, a girl who was very talkative, a girl who could change others people mood, a girl who could make people happy, a girl who could let others to feel very comfortable with, a girl who could make people to talk alot. But now, all different. I felt i am a girl who is bringing sad and loneliness to everyone. I felt i am forcing people which dont like. I felt very lonely sometime and i felt very awkward when i dont like something. I begin to do things in my own way and dont listen to people's advice. I begin to joke lesser and to be more serious. I begin to be more proud. And because of that, i often think of how people think of me. I often think if one day people hate me, is it my fault? And sometime i begin to blame myself for being like that to my friend. I seriously dont know why i am like that? I change because something makes me change? And sometime i want people to be frank with me when comes to this thing because i really really needs people advice and comment, seriously. So, please let me know what i am doing and what makes me become like this. (Or i got any sickness which makes me like this)-.- I felt i am bad sometime. I really feel. Sometime i am actually thinking things that are impossible. Idk why? I AM SO SORRY):
9:46 PM - Saturday, June 06, 2009
Okey, did nothing today and it was really really tiring. Since today i got nothing to talk about for my day i will now just express something..,
From the day we became friend again, i was really happy. We joked-laughed-talked-chatted alot and did many many stupid things in public and we were really happy. Although we had a big "quarrel" over 1year ago and did not talk for quite sometimes. However, we still managed to get back the feeling of last time:) that was really amazing! For over the months, we went almost every places in singapore. And for that period of time we managed to communicate very well and was more likely than a best friend. We shared jokes, happy/unhappy stuffs, secret and even a very very small thing. We trusted each other alot and we often express out our feeling. Whenever she is sad, i will really try my very best to cheer her up and i never fail to do so. To be frank, she will be my very first best friend of all^^ So no matter what, she will still be my very best friend!
-And today, i'm quite angry. I really dont know why? So i thought over again and i realised because i'm just tired. Tired of walking in and out, round and round. Especially in BUGIS STREET. I'm damm fucking tired and sweat alot. There were many people shopping around as there were GSS all over singapore. I know for some people shopping in bugis is great but look at the weather. SO HOT! And today, if i say i got nothing to talk about, that was a lie. In fact, i got many many things to express out in here. Just that i dont know how to start off? I am shy and i dont want many people to know about this but i really got no choice but to write in my blog. Is a must or else i wont be sleeping well tonight. Well, sometimes whatever i did, i dont get back. I've tried to make my friends happy no matter what but i really dont seems to be the one. Seriously, i do respect every of my friend very well. And i always tried to understand them. Although maybe my friend dont know, i'm a person which is trying my very best. Whatever my friend needs, i will try my best to give. And anyone knows, whatever i did, i felt i'm like extra, no one appreciated. No one understand me truely well. And i doubt no one cares for me even something happen. Is better for people like me to die earlier, i regretted living here. And i thought again, maybe i'm just a bad friend. I may be weird sometime and sometime out of sudden i will just go moody or angry. Idk why? That is me. Although many many people says that i'm joker, talkative + a funny person with a good imagination but still, i will change out of sudden. I really dont know why i'm like that but no matter what, i trust myself.. I trust and believe in myself that i wont angry or go moody without a reason and there will be reason(s) behind it. So to people who are very close/close to me, please do understand what a person am i. I'm a very weird person, who do funny things, and think funny way. Many people may like that but i wont. Sometime if i did something wrong, i would really like people to tell me straightly so that i can change. So nowadays, i had been asking friends what kind of person am i? A bad or a good one? So after all, am i good or bad?
From the day we became friend again, i was really happy. We joked-laughed-talked-chatted alot and did many many stupid things in public and we were really happy. Although we had a big "quarrel" over 1year ago and did not talk for quite sometimes. However, we still managed to get back the feeling of last time:) that was really amazing! For over the months, we went almost every places in singapore. And for that period of time we managed to communicate very well and was more likely than a best friend. We shared jokes, happy/unhappy stuffs, secret and even a very very small thing. We trusted each other alot and we often express out our feeling. Whenever she is sad, i will really try my very best to cheer her up and i never fail to do so. To be frank, she will be my very first best friend of all^^ So no matter what, she will still be my very best friend!
-And today, i'm quite angry. I really dont know why? So i thought over again and i realised because i'm just tired. Tired of walking in and out, round and round. Especially in BUGIS STREET. I'm damm fucking tired and sweat alot. There were many people shopping around as there were GSS all over singapore. I know for some people shopping in bugis is great but look at the weather. SO HOT! And today, if i say i got nothing to talk about, that was a lie. In fact, i got many many things to express out in here. Just that i dont know how to start off? I am shy and i dont want many people to know about this but i really got no choice but to write in my blog. Is a must or else i wont be sleeping well tonight. Well, sometimes whatever i did, i dont get back. I've tried to make my friends happy no matter what but i really dont seems to be the one. Seriously, i do respect every of my friend very well. And i always tried to understand them. Although maybe my friend dont know, i'm a person which is trying my very best. Whatever my friend needs, i will try my best to give. And anyone knows, whatever i did, i felt i'm like extra, no one appreciated. No one understand me truely well. And i doubt no one cares for me even something happen. Is better for people like me to die earlier, i regretted living here. And i thought again, maybe i'm just a bad friend. I may be weird sometime and sometime out of sudden i will just go moody or angry. Idk why? That is me. Although many many people says that i'm joker, talkative + a funny person with a good imagination but still, i will change out of sudden. I really dont know why i'm like that but no matter what, i trust myself.. I trust and believe in myself that i wont angry or go moody without a reason and there will be reason(s) behind it. So to people who are very close/close to me, please do understand what a person am i. I'm a very weird person, who do funny things, and think funny way. Many people may like that but i wont. Sometime if i did something wrong, i would really like people to tell me straightly so that i can change. So nowadays, i had been asking friends what kind of person am i? A bad or a good one? So after all, am i good or bad?
8:52 PM - Friday, June 05, 2009
LEON JAY WILLIAM, MY FAVOURITE IDOL! :))))))))
Leon Jay Williams was born on July 30th, 1976 and is of English, German, Japanese and Chinese lineage.
-http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gCjzAYMfCQ0
-http://wiki.d-addicts.com/Leon_Jay_Williams#About_Leon -http://male.thedailymodel.com/leon-jay-williams/
Woke up as early as 7plus? Smsed baby, cassey, sanhui and emily:) For like 15mins, cassey stopped smsing me as she got D&T. And emily replied back my sms until 10mins later baby reply too. Smsed until dont know what time, i bathed and rushed to school. Met cassey and cassidy ba for lunch. LOL. Nowdays, i dont know why i felt so extra out of sudden. And...... -.- dont want to say:) Ha ha! Anw, i know what is my life about lah, got this dont have that. Solve this and another problem come. I doubt nobody knows. Tmr i dont know i am going swimming anot or rather going out anot cause idk how to plan. ZZZ!
Leon Jay Williams was born on July 30th, 1976 and is of English, German, Japanese and Chinese lineage.
-http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gCjzAYMfCQ0
-http://wiki.d-addicts.com/Leon_Jay_Williams#About_Leon -http://male.thedailymodel.com/leon-jay-williams/
Woke up as early as 7plus? Smsed baby, cassey, sanhui and emily:) For like 15mins, cassey stopped smsing me as she got D&T. And emily replied back my sms until 10mins later baby reply too. Smsed until dont know what time, i bathed and rushed to school. Met cassey and cassidy ba for lunch. LOL. Nowdays, i dont know why i felt so extra out of sudden. And...... -.- dont want to say:) Ha ha! Anw, i know what is my life about lah, got this dont have that. Solve this and another problem come. I doubt nobody knows. Tmr i dont know i am going swimming anot or rather going out anot cause idk how to plan. ZZZ!
6:37 PM - Wednesday, June 03, 2009
Hahahahaha!
Trusting a person is very important. In my life, i felt that i'm actually nothing. To my family, i am actually a very troublesome daughter/sister. I often demand many things from them. I always do whatever things i want. I always ask for money from my parents. I'm just good for nothing. To my friend, i am actually a bad friend. I always think that i'm a good person but actually not. I always talk alot. I always dont seek for advice. I always think i am correct. I always think i'm cleverer than anyone do. I always think i got a most imagination among everyone. I always think everyone loves me as a friend. I always and always. Life is very very short. How i know if i got no tomorrow? If one day i leave this world, would anyone cry for me?
Trusting a person is very important. In my life, i felt that i'm actually nothing. To my family, i am actually a very troublesome daughter/sister. I often demand many things from them. I always do whatever things i want. I always ask for money from my parents. I'm just good for nothing. To my friend, i am actually a bad friend. I always think that i'm a good person but actually not. I always talk alot. I always dont seek for advice. I always think i am correct. I always think i'm cleverer than anyone do. I always think i got a most imagination among everyone. I always think everyone loves me as a friend. I always and always. Life is very very short. How i know if i got no tomorrow? If one day i leave this world, would anyone cry for me?
10:21 PM - Monday, June 01, 2009
Today went Jalan Besar Swimming complex. :D Fun and interesting. I got sun burn:) We took many many pictures and i swear almost all pictures look retard. There were a few pictures took wrongly. OMGF.
A R C H I V E S
wasting my life away
November 2008
December 2008
January 2009
February 2009
March 2009
April 2009
May 2009
June 2009
July 2009
August 2009
September 2009
October 2009
November 2009
December 2009
January 2010
February 2010
March 2010
April 2010
May 2010
June 2010
August 2010
September 2010
December 2010
April 2011
May 2011
June 2011
July 2011
August 2011
October 2011
December 2011
February 2012
May 2012
June 2012
YOU BELONGS TO ME
I want you
▲Blackberry 9810 White
▲Laptop
▲Couple shirts
▲Couple crocs shoes
▲Couple phones
▲Itouch portable charger
▲Loreal new maskara
▲Pretty shoes
▲Levis jeans
▲Puma bag
▲Puma watch
▲Puma jacket
▲Holiday to Thailand Bkk 6D5N
▲Blackberry tablet
▲Learn driving liscense
▲Normal camera
▲Belts
▲Watch
Wanna know more about me
why not?
Facebook | Friendster
Blog | Msn | Plurk
| Tagged
| Livejournal
| Lj