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9:46 PM - Saturday, June 06, 2009

Okey, did nothing today and it was really really tiring. Since today i got nothing to talk about for my day i will now just express something..,

From the day we became friend again, i was really happy. We joked-laughed-talked-chatted alot and did many many stupid things in public and we were really happy. Although we had a big "quarrel" over 1year ago and did not talk for quite sometimes. However, we still managed to get back the feeling of last time:) that was really amazing! For over the months, we went almost every places in singapore. And for that period of time we managed to communicate very well and was more likely than a best friend. We shared jokes, happy/unhappy stuffs, secret and even a very very small thing. We trusted each other alot and we often express out our feeling. Whenever she is sad, i will really try my very best to cheer her up and i never fail to do so. To be frank, she will be my very first best friend of all^^ So no matter what, she will still be my very best friend!

-And today, i'm quite angry. I really dont know why? So i thought over again and i realised because i'm just tired. Tired of walking in and out, round and round. Especially in BUGIS STREET. I'm damm fucking tired and sweat alot. There were many people shopping around as there were GSS all over singapore. I know for some people shopping in bugis is great but look at the weather. SO HOT! And today, if i say i got nothing to talk about, that was a lie. In fact, i got many many things to express out in here. Just that i dont know how to start off? I am shy and i dont want many people to know about this but i really got no choice but to write in my blog. Is a must or else i wont be sleeping well tonight. Well, sometimes whatever i did, i dont get back. I've tried to make my friends happy no matter what but i really dont seems to be the one. Seriously, i do respect every of my friend very well. And i always tried to understand them. Although maybe my friend dont know, i'm a person which is trying my very best. Whatever my friend needs, i will try my best to give. And anyone knows, whatever i did, i felt i'm like extra, no one appreciated. No one understand me truely well. And i doubt no one cares for me even something happen. Is better for people like me to die earlier, i regretted living here. And i thought again, maybe i'm just a bad friend. I may be weird sometime and sometime out of sudden i will just go moody or angry. Idk why? That is me. Although many many people says that i'm joker, talkative + a funny person with a good imagination but still, i will change out of sudden. I really dont know why i'm like that but no matter what, i trust myself.. I trust and believe in myself that i wont angry or go moody without a reason and there will be reason(s) behind it. So to people who are very close/close to me, please do understand what a person am i. I'm a very weird person, who do funny things, and think funny way. Many people may like that but i wont. Sometime if i did something wrong, i would really like people to tell me straightly so that i can change. So nowadays, i had been asking friends what kind of person am i? A bad or a good one? So after all, am i good or bad?