I'm someone that you're not, so stop thinking that you're me. You will never be me!
Yoz! I'm JPHS. My Ambition was to become a World Famous Movies Director which i'm going NOTfor. Filming lots of nice funny movies which super attracts everyone! :D I am absolute a fan of MKE HE JUN XIANG, who by the way is extremely hot if you didn't know. I'm currently working and waiting for school. I won't tell you About me so if you don't know, too bad for you. By the way, i'm too much friendly, a good chatter i dare to say and a joker i dare admit <: I am a weird girl, dont believe try it?
RANDOM FACTS
ONE Basically i am a Baby girl TWO Milk is my favourite THREE I started learning how to call "Mama", "Papa" FOUR I do walk but sometimes fall FIVE I love making friends in Kindergarden SIX Colouring is my passion SEVEN Primary school started EIGHT I enjoy NINE I play TEN Study sometimes ELEVEN Going out with friends TWELVE Last year of primary school, i did badly THIRTEEN Starting of secondary school FOURTEEN I begin to realize how friends can be FIFTEEN Play the hardness out of my life SIXTEEN 4years of enjoyment just end like that SEVENTEEN Working life yeah.. I found my true love♥ EIGHTEEN My loving life NINETEEN Now
Blackberry, Lv, Shopping, Photographer camera, Movie director, Photographer, Aarmani exchange, Burberry, Rockport, Hearts, White chocolate, Birthday, Swimming, Classic unique stuffs, Flurry, Pull and bear, NET, Credit cards, Big house, Rich, White, Black, Grey, Red, Sliver, Seashell, Rose, White Chihuahua, Korean stuffs, 1, Limited stuffs, Blazer, Big bags, Clothing special, English country, Green tea, Shoes, Bags, Blissful life, Aeroplane, Spaghetti, Chanel, Cute stuffs, Big Wardrobe, Cotton on, Freedom, Laptops, Pink dolphin, Puma, Lamborghini Car, Perfumes, Golf ....
Thanks to cassey who have always been my best friend, you've never fail to care for me and cheer me up when i'm feeling at my worst, times spent with you will always be in my heart and never forgotten. I love y'! Cassey, who has been with me for a very long time now, i could read your mind and you could read mine, you'll always be there for me, ready listen to my rants when i just had to say it out, accompany me when i need someone, give me the feeling of being loved by a friend when nobody would, we would laugh out loud together at our jokes, have so much fun, gossip so much, talk bout everything and anything, you would give me advice when i need it, and care for me so much that no other friend would, i love you so much! Ok i think i shall stop cuz i sound so gay, wtf, HAHAHA! Xoxox.
Just past few hours, i was enjoying chatting with bestfriend and stephanie about chalet thing and now i got this mixed feeling! why? why things is becoming so rot? I am hungry, i want to eat but i lazy to open my damn mouth and eat. I lazy to find food. I am lazy to do anything now, beside blogging. I love blogging, whenever i am sad or happy handphone and computer is always there for me. I really can't figure why i got this mixed-feeling, it's kinda tiring. I feel like sleeping now its the only way i can relax myself and meanwhile it can make me release out my feeling, but i couldn't sleep. I feel like chatting with a friend right now, but i don't want to share anything with anyone because end up it will makes me think even more and even wanted to give up on something?
Anyways, yay x 1000000000000000000000000000000000000 gazillion times! \m/ Finally, i waited for today for my little white korean baggy! : ) No one has it and that's so special! That korean shop lady says that special bag only has ONE and yay that's for me ^^ Yay again. Heaven match[: cost 80bucks. Ok, i think i'm gonna sleep soon. I'm a little excited, or so excited or too excited? I'm gonna bestfriend with bestfriend forever : ) Yay again2!
Ok, tomorrow i'm going to buy that korean bag! Yay! Thanks god man. The only one bag, that no one has it? Imported from korean, kakaka! I love korean and taiwan the best.
OMG. Again, a wonderful day! Bestfriend, sanhui together with me mrt-ed to fajar from novena. I will never forget these 28stops. That was a long trip and it took more than 1hour. I was wondering, how stephanie can take it?! 28 MRT STOPS you know? PRO! :) Ok, reached there around 3plus? We went to fajar mac to study but before that, we went to buy mac for lunch. Omg, ilovemac suddenly? Talk talk talk, laugh laugh laugh, gossip gossip gossip, joke joke joke and many shitty thing. Eat and talk and joke. We took more than 1/2 hour just to complete a meal and we were actually in a rush. Because we still have to travel from fajar to vivo for shopping and sanhui have to reach home by 8 or she will get canning from her parent ): So fter eating, we cleared up everything and stared doing our work. I was taking "hellokitty paper" out and was choosing those ugly one because i decided to study some EBS and while studying, dropping some note. Meanwhile, somehow my hellokitty paper attract sanhui and she joined in with me. Went toilet with cassey, as she has stomach pain. By the time, it was 5plus? We counted the time and realised that we have not enough time so we packed up and say goodbye to stephanie. Mrt-ed to vivo and we shopped. Home sweet home :))
It was a short day but a good day. We wasted our time on travelling, that's the bad time but we managed to shop whatever things we want, that's the good part. We still happy as ever, that's the best part^^
Just sometime ago, i was chatting with sanhui after bestfriend offline msn. I was typing, hungry hungry hungryto sanhui (in a very fast speed), and sanhui then type full full.. fill (in very fast speed)! HAHAHAHA. I managed to type fast & correct and she typed fast & wrong. ROFL.
Yay! A happy day, yay! Foursome little girl's swimming outing was damn fun! : ) Cassey, sanhui, stephanie and joanne. Although today was planned sweetly, but end up there is some small changes cause of the rain ): We managed to reach jurong east swimming complex at 1plus? Bought drinks at cheers. Sanhui brought homefood, (mee goreng, packet of hotdog, and one box of jelly), her bag is as big as watermelon? *Jk* Ha ha ha! Cassey and i brought tibits to there too. Reached the swimming complex, there are only less than 2/4 of people than usual. Changed up and everything was prepared nicely. So we go to the laser pool, and something really happen to me ) : I was walking to the laser pool, walking infront of bestfriend and stephanie, sanhui was left beside me and there was a "Bird feather" infront of me then i suddenly stopped and say, "Wait wait, got feather got feather, let me kick first" *My friends were staring and waiting to see how i managed to kick that feather* So they are looking at me, my leg went too fast or whatever, i missed that damn bloody step and i fell down, ! @ # $ % My elbow was pain then i laughed! I was so laughable cause that was really real funny, ha ha ha! And now, i'm thinking of something. Where does the stupid bird feather came from? (i got this answer)-(because ahbird never come) WAHAHAHAHA, stupid lah._. Next time i'm not gonna to kick whatever that is infront of me. HEE! Ok, so we swim for like 2hours + and we were hungry. Bought some food at the canteen there and the food tasted like "S H I T" *opps*, but it's the fact. Eat, drink, talk, laughs and even more^^ We trade our food around like foursome little girl playing with food and it was fun. Grr, ohyeah! Do anyone of you, ever hear of F4? yeh?! We are like G4 , girl4 : ) Went back to our lockers and we are so crazy about money, trying to S+A+V+E money so we dumped all our foursome bags and slippers inside one small locker and eventually we really did it. FOURSOME BAGS ARE BIG BUT WE MANAGED TO PUT IN A SMALL LOCKER. Oh, that's mircale. Ok, so after that we went back to swim. Swim, swim, swim, laugh laugh laugh, joke joke joke, talk talk talk, kick kick kick, push push push, jumpjump jump, see see see, stare stare stare, wave wave wave, smile smile smile. Our day, fill with happiest. After that, went to nearby coffee shop and eat our dinner. : ) Happyday, happy life. Reacher home at 10plus. Know what? I'm the last person to reach home but well, it was worth.
Yay, tomorrow going swimming with bestfriend, stephanie, sanhui! ^^ Yay, thursday i'm going to get a korean bag \m/ That's cool, amazing, awesome! Ilovethatbagrealmuch. I think i'm gonna take plenty of pictures tomorrow as i think there isn't many picture in my blog and i just feel so dead ): Me and bestfriend are saving money now, heh! COOL. I rarely save money and even i did, i will still spend them-.- But bestfriend did a good job, she can save money because she don't have to lent any money to ahbird! : D Feel quite happy, ok? HEEE! Since ahbird love people who are more straight forward, i'll be straight forward too. I've forward smses to sanhui and telling her that i hate her, i don't like her and don't want her to go out with us. That's hurting her alot right? Yeah i know, but i'm just treating her that way how she treated me and bestfriend.
Went out with bestfriend today, was wonderful! We bought alot of stuffs and thats so cool lor^^ Ever since we quarrelled, we rarely/didn't go out ): We planned to take pictures but have no time so actually there is one taken in bus. HAH! Ok, so today i went out from home at 11plus and meet liz and cassey. Went around to square two and i managed to find a slipper which i long liked alot. Bought and went to fairprice to look for plaster as liz's leg was painful. Walked aound, bought drinks, toileted and buy some food. Slowly we took out own time and finally the damn bus arrived. We took 166 and that bus was full of people. No choice but to stand and steady. Reached vivo at around 12plus, and ok, it was pretty fine but alot of people there. Went to find shirt and short and i really like that shop "Pull and bear" : ) So cool^^ Walked, chatted, laughed, cassey and me bought a small little pouch and was damn cool, *made of wood*! Went to shops and more shop. There is a shop named "Six", and was pretty cool too. I bought a black bracelet. Ate lunch at vivo food junction, liz didn't eat. Suddenly she went home but cassey and me didnt because of liz going home and get any impact. Precisely, we even tour around the vivo city, damn fun. Keep joking and laughing! Went daiso shopped for like, 1hours plus and bought many things. Bused home.
Just a sentence, I am tired, so goodnight to everyone : )!
If tomorrow can be terrible than today.. . today is better. If tomorrow is better than today.. . today is the worst. If today and tomorrow are going to be the same i'll be happy.
Back to confident, back to usual! HAHAHAHA! After thinking, why must i lose my confident when actually i'm "smarter" in the another way? No point losing anger on her right? Because she dont know how to appreicate my talent and my talent only for *smart ass* to appreicate it. Heh! Most important is to "laugh" and "smile". Today took pictures after school and it end up like this.. Look and enjoy^^
I know, my eye to you is different from the past. But you know why? Instead of continue mistaking, why dont you come after me than her? Ask properly first. Just because that she don't talk back to you and so you must continue like that huh? Is that so? I rather you come and ask me than asking her. Because i understand her which you dont? So by the way, if you've the chance to ask for my blog and when you see this post which i am posting now, you can come to me at anytime. I don't think my chinese is that bad and not really thinking that your chinese is good. So, dont say other people when you're not perfect ok? If you thinks that, my result isnt that good? Ok? I admit. So what? Just a result only right? I dont care, my mum dont care and why you care? There's alot of businesses, my business you want to care? -_-" My strength is to talk. One point you talk, many points i will give back. Preciously, that's my answer. You yourself gave me that "look" and you expect me to look at you nicely huh? By smiling, waving, polite? Or? So you want everyone must treat you nicely when you yourself NEVER?
Many things that you "Condemned people", you will think that you're actually right but you're not. Whatever you said, everything is reflecting you. You should call yourself a ***** rather than calling other people. You know, what people said about you i've tried to ignore. I don't care. And why many people calling you ***** behind you and right now you're also calling other people *****? Oh, that's sounds so drama. Let me tell you what is friend about. Friend is a friend that always stays beside you whenever he/she is in need. Whenever you are in need, is there someone who stays beside you? You need accompanies from someone, does she companies you? She does right? You are in need, she'll help you? Although not everything she will help but she did try right? Can you imagine when you are in her position, how much help will you help others?! I think you're less than her 20%. From what i see, you are only her 15%. And now, sometimes if she did not accompanies you or satisfy anything your need/want? You will just hurt her? So is that the right things to do? Everyone can reject anything. Is her choice not your's. She help you, also must depends whether she can up to, anot?
Apologise is enough? No. The words you hurt her, will always be there. Some things, a "Apologise" is not enough. What she gain by helping you all these? She gain hurt and not love.
Gonna tell you this, Congratulation to you! Your chinese is higher than me, i know! Just by 5 shitty mark. But make sure you must keep it up ok? Don't ever let me have a single chance to catch up. Just to tell you, i''m sure that i'll be able to catch up with you beause i'm always better than you, especially in chinese and maybe soon will be my english.
- To C: You ought to think for yourself too. Ok, she may be there right beside you when i'm not around. She replaced me somehow. But how i treat you and how she treat you is totally different. i treated you nicer than her for thousands and millions of time. She gain alot i think i didn't gain as much as how much she gained. Your heart is soft and you don't tend to speak up yourself but you really need to. I was angry with how she treated you this way. Its totally unacceptable and i can't stand it. Whatever she says, she don't think of others. She think she got a good taste? No way. . Ok lah, perhaps i shouldn't say no way but different people got different taste. So she got no right to say others right? But to be frank, me dont really like her taste either. She got the worst of everything. Telling you, i'll always be there for you whenever you needs me but that apply if you are always frank to me in everything ok? Takecare. <:
Today gonna sleep early. Rest well. Dont think much. Concentrate. Be myself as usual. Tell myself it's easy and i can make it! Going, keep going after nlevel can play as much as i want. *Laughs* Today time flies? How come huh? I remembered i did nothing much yoz! Text, online chat, bath, eat, toile, watch some show, listen music, drink water, search for entry proof and my IC, music again, blogging, text and text and that's all?! -_-"
LOL. Maybe god is helping me flying times away, ka ka ka.
Life is "depends". No matter what, where, which, who, whom, whose, why or what is still a word 'depends'. Disappointed. Disappointed of something which i really hate it. I'm tyring my best to stop thinking tooo much because each time i think, each time i get more hurt. Why life is like that? Actually, i love my life. I love the way i am. I love everything of me. But there are quite alot of things which i hate. I hate, i hate and i hate. Is a strong friendship become friendshit. ):
Okk, ! I'm always like that. Expressing my feeling in blog and i guess i can make into tons of books already if each day still continue like that. Erms, "Aww" today didn't blogshopping with cassey because.. ! @ # $ % ^ & * ! stupid idiot makes my life so sux to fuckard max and ever! Whatever, dont feel like saying. Bianbianbian really that sux lah. No wonder so many people dont like her, hah. Ok anyways, i'm not saying my bestfriend but someone else. Tired, restless, haiyohs what should i do now? Boring as ever. Taiwan drama? 'website got problem', chat online 'lazy', play games? 'boring', sleep? cannot sleep, sms? 'no one', cook dinner?.. . OK! :) Today no picture to put whose fault? -_-"
Different people got different ways of thinking, ways of doing because that depends on where that person is standing.
I was keen to blog today, because actually cassey and i were planning to go vivo city tomorrow but we cancelled due to some problem we had and so we decided to blogshoppig tomorrow, ha ha. Kinda feel sad actually because we planned to take photos too. But still, nevermind. As long as we'll fated to be bestfriend, we will! Nothing is gonna distroy us and i'm the one only who can give you the joking life you desire. I'mm kinda happy about this already. I wish, alot of happy things are coming right after nlevel. HehA, yes yes yes! Nlevel is coming, omg man. I'm excited and not nervous at all because my english is kinda improving i guessed? I've learnt many new words and meaning and i always get proud of it because it benefits me and my heart never fail to tell me that god is trying to help me. Right now, i just feel happy and because of it, i've forgotton what i feel to blog about.
*maybe there is s'thing in my heart which i can't remove, and therefore this feeling is becoming a habit for me*
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