What a cb ite? Fuck.
I applied for service skill (office) and end up get rejected. Fuck. If that course don't want me, shouldn't put that as my choice what? What for? Waste my precious time. Ite is just simply my shit. No. Not even my shit. People received their ITE form. And me still waiting for that form? I can't understand y ite can't even do a simple stuff like this. If even a small thing like this can't be done, how am i going to trust ite? My mom have to call ITE headquater. Instead we calling the headquater, y don't they just simply send a letter to inform us or something? We? Not they? I wonder if there are people who don't know how to approach ite headquater, how long must they wait to get a reply? That's so silly.
My mom told me to re-apply again, and yes i did. This is the final time i'm going to that. If that did not success, goodbye ite then. I won't give a **** care. Do you think i'm gonna to beg ite or something? Do you think i'm so keen to go in? Do you think I like & love to go in? Do you think i ever of going to ite? No, the answer is no. If i ever go into that CB ITE. And when people ask which ite im in, i would say CB ITE!
BUT, HOW? I WANNA GO SAME ITE AS MY BESTFRIEND. IM TRYING VERY VERY HARD TO SLOVE THAT PROBLEM AND HERE COME AGAIN. GOD KNOWS IM TRYING HARD. BUT DID HE HELP? ):
My Furture Dream
A White Lamborghini Car, A Big House, A Grand Wedding, Honeymoon to France Or New York, Forever Love ♥, Happy Family, Son & Daughter, Two White Chihuahua (M&F), Collections Of Shoes, Bags, Blazers, Scarfs & Formal clothing In A Room, The colour of Black White Grey Transparent Red Of Funiture
▲Jphs▼
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I'm someone that you're not, so stop thinking that you're me. You will never be me!
M E
Ambition, dream, passion, imagination, belief, design, curiosity, inspiration, spirit, intelligent, inspiration, creativity, determination, sophistication, courage, make.
Yoz! I'm JPHS. My Ambition was to become a World Famous Movies Director which i'm going NOTfor. Filming lots of nice funny movies which super attracts everyone! :D I am absolute a fan of MKE HE JUN XIANG, who by the way is extremely hot if you didn't know. I'm currently working and waiting for school. I won't tell you About me so if you don't know, too bad for you. By the way, i'm too much friendly, a good chatter i dare to say and a joker i dare admit <: I am a weird girl, dont believe try it?
N I N E T E E N
RANDOM FACTS
RANDOM FACTS
well, i am 19years old : )
ONE Basically i am a Baby girl TWO Milk is my favourite THREE I started learning how to call "Mama", "Papa" FOUR I do walk but sometimes fall FIVE I love making friends in Kindergarden SIX Colouring is my passion SEVEN Primary school started EIGHT I enjoy NINE I play TEN Study sometimes ELEVEN Going out with friends TWELVE Last year of primary school, i did badly THIRTEEN Starting of secondary school FOURTEEN I begin to realize how friends can be FIFTEEN Play the hardness out of my life SIXTEEN 4years of enjoyment just end like that SEVENTEEN Working life yeah.. I found my true love♥ EIGHTEEN My loving life NINETEEN Now
All fv is here
My style, my like, love
Blackberry, Lv, Shopping, Photographer camera, Movie director, Photographer, Aarmani exchange, Burberry, Rockport, Hearts, White chocolate, Birthday, Swimming, Classic unique stuffs, Flurry, Pull and bear, NET, Credit cards, Big house, Rich, White, Black, Grey, Red, Sliver, Seashell, Rose, White Chihuahua, Korean stuffs, 1, Limited stuffs, Blazer, Big bags, Clothing special, English country, Green tea, Shoes, Bags, Blissful life, Aeroplane, Spaghetti, Chanel, Cute stuffs, Big Wardrobe, Cotton on, Freedom, Laptops, Pink dolphin, Puma, Lamborghini Car, Perfumes, Golf ....
S A Y " H I "
The unlimited chat here, yo!
CCB ITE.
12:16 AM - Wednesday, December 30, 2009
Who knows?
12:54 AM - Tuesday, December 29, 2009
31th dec, last day of 2009. A ton gathering. Or a goodbye gathering?
Gonna be ITE soon. So goodbye to my secondary friends? ): Ha. Everyone is going to a new different world. I stand alone? Tsk. God, can you leave my bestfriend with me? I needa her. She is my everything. W/o her, i'm actually not a something. God, could you bear to let JPHS unhappy, regret and can up to nothing? God, please bless me well. I'll live my life wisely and be a gooda girl forever. \m/
Aman, godblessmewell! \m/
Gonna be ITE soon. So goodbye to my secondary friends? ): Ha. Everyone is going to a new different world. I stand alone? Tsk. God, can you leave my bestfriend with me? I needa her. She is my everything. W/o her, i'm actually not a something. God, could you bear to let JPHS unhappy, regret and can up to nothing? God, please bless me well. I'll live my life wisely and be a gooda girl forever. \m/
Aman, godblessmewell! \m/
If you want something, you will do it in action.
12:45 AM - Tuesday, December 22, 2009
Waiting for what i've been waiting for days. But there isn't any anwser yet. This is just pissing me off. I couldn't understand y. Y y, y! Why people can say this yet can't do it? First thing, if you can't do it. Then don't say it! Is very simple. Some things you can joke about, but some things just can't be joked about. I'm very serious about things which people already promised, but can't do it.
Soo, now.. I don't think i will to trust anyone now. I'm so sick and tired and whatever asshole shit already.
Soo, now.. I don't think i will to trust anyone now. I'm so sick and tired and whatever asshole shit already.
If you won't wanna care, you won't care.
10:20 PM - Sunday, December 20, 2009
YOU! I'm referring to my internet dude! Fuck off that irritates. I dislike it. Get off!
Anyway, days are flying like 'nobody business'. I'm kinda tired, kinda tired of life. Many times i've been saying these and i hate it. I remembered, i'm still in primary school last time. I went to student care after school. Along with many friends, happy-go-lucky. Days are like receiving present, soo happy! I wanna grow up! I wanna grow up! That's what in my mind. But now, i feel that it's too fast. I don't wanna grow up I don't wanna grow up! ): God, isn't that to fast already? God, please slow down the time for us and let us enjoy as much as we can. And god, isn't that better? God, please please please! Grant us this wish!
Recently, i have been blogging at TORTOIZ! It's kinda cool down there but is strange. Becuz i feel like i'm actually talking to myself down there. Aw, not cool already. HA! So i planned to blog here again \m/. I couldn't be bother bout' my job already cuz is really hell! Nevermind, i'll get another job soon. Tmr will be going for interview, ha ha ha! Hopefully i can work as soon as possible. I wanna $$$$!!! YES, I WANT! I needa, wanna, gonna target you. \m/
Anyway, days are flying like 'nobody business'. I'm kinda tired, kinda tired of life. Many times i've been saying these and i hate it. I remembered, i'm still in primary school last time. I went to student care after school. Along with many friends, happy-go-lucky. Days are like receiving present, soo happy! I wanna grow up! I wanna grow up! That's what in my mind. But now, i feel that it's too fast. I don't wanna grow up I don't wanna grow up! ): God, isn't that to fast already? God, please slow down the time for us and let us enjoy as much as we can. And god, isn't that better? God, please please please! Grant us this wish!
Recently, i have been blogging at TORTOIZ! It's kinda cool down there but is strange. Becuz i feel like i'm actually talking to myself down there. Aw, not cool already. HA! So i planned to blog here again \m/. I couldn't be bother bout' my job already cuz is really hell! Nevermind, i'll get another job soon. Tmr will be going for interview, ha ha ha! Hopefully i can work as soon as possible. I wanna $$$$!!! YES, I WANT! I needa, wanna, gonna target you. \m/
I'd found a great job and yeah i am trying hard!
12:45 AM - Thursday, December 10, 2009
Ya, a great job indeed. Flexible timing, great paid. But gonna do great job as well. Ohfkz. Something that is a fact & dammit.. Singaporean is really good at 'avoiding'. Selling one damn 10$ card is asking me to kill myself. But i'm trying. God, can you see it?
These few days, i'm enjoying myself as much as possible. I hate ITE. ITE's uniform is like F. I wish to do not enter it, but too bad i can't ): HA nevermind. I shall earn more $$$ then. ANYONE WANNA BUY CARD FOR ME. THE BEST IS 20$ ONE. :) I WILL GREATLY THANKZ YOU V MUCH.
These few days, i'm enjoying myself as much as possible. I hate ITE. ITE's uniform is like F. I wish to do not enter it, but too bad i can't ): HA nevermind. I shall earn more $$$ then. ANYONE WANNA BUY CARD FOR ME. THE BEST IS 20$ ONE. :) I WILL GREATLY THANKZ YOU V MUCH.
A part of my feeling in this early morning.
9:38 AM - Saturday, December 05, 2009
I do not know why, i'm really getting out of mind. My thinking just couldn't stop. I'm afraid of being alone. I'm afraid to stand alone. I'm afraid of losing anyone. Anyone in my life. I'm afraid of trusting. I'm afraid of hoping. I always hope for something. Hopping something will come true. But whatever i've hoped for, is really really hard. Is true hard to come true. Nothing is forever. Many people told me, no matter what, they will still be with me. And i believe. Time prove that.
Recently i behave like someone who is really down sick. I don't know what am i doing. I feel like no one is caring for me and starting to 'dont want' me. I don't know why. I just feel that. My attitude has change. My thinking has change. They changed me. I'm no longer happy ):
Recently i behave like someone who is really down sick. I don't know what am i doing. I feel like no one is caring for me and starting to 'dont want' me. I don't know why. I just feel that. My attitude has change. My thinking has change. They changed me. I'm no longer happy ):
I'm very bored. I'm very tired. i'm extremely restless. Fuck.
10:31 PM - Friday, December 04, 2009
It's dark and nobody. There isn't any sound or people around you. Not even a wind blow at you and the tree wasn't even moving. I was alone there, under the tree, looking at the leave, awaiting the leave to fall on me. Sky is turning dark. I can't even see a single star. The weather turns so cold. Droplet of water is dripping down. It started to drizzy. I was waiting for the rains to rain. When it begin to rain. I was awaiting for the thunder to strike.
God always make me nearly lost my last breathe.
9:53 PM - Thursday, December 03, 2009
A moment of time, how i wish. There is someone who always accompanying me in my life. However, there is but there isn't. An object that always 'look' / 'be with me' when i'm alone, is my laptop. (Though it always hang/auto shut or whatever) but i'm alone, it's always with me. When i'm moody, no one knows. Lonely me, come home, bath, in silent, back to room and the next thing i will do, is blog. Blogging is just like 'a person', a quiet person. 'Listening' to what i want to say. Life is pain. Pain life always no gain. I believe, people said that: Life is precious and is so crapz. I don't feel that life is precious at all. I always like what god gives me and what god never give me. He gave me love from family, trust from friend, experiences of a thing to everything and of cuz, a weird brain. Actually. I'm already happy bout what i've got. I should be happy but ain't.
Today. I swear. Is the worst of the worse day in my entire life. I will never forget this day, that min, that sec, that picture. Is fun. Is cool. Is tired. Is unhappy. And plus, is 'acting'.
Sometime. Putting much effort is losing attention. I always put in many effort in doing something. But end up, i can't get it. Beside CTLJIOTR, i'm actually nothing.
People always change. Change side, change view, change word, change act. A word, "Just change". It changed so sudden, until there isn't any signal. Maybe, changing is all i can see in life. No word is forever, nothing is forever. I regretted. I regretted. Regretted? Am i? I blame myself for such a joker person. It seems like, i'm having a big laugh and joke and end with big cries and tear.
Today. I swear. Is the worst of the worse day in my entire life. I will never forget this day, that min, that sec, that picture. Is fun. Is cool. Is tired. Is unhappy. And plus, is 'acting'.
Sometime. Putting much effort is losing attention. I always put in many effort in doing something. But end up, i can't get it. Beside CTLJIOTR, i'm actually nothing.
People always change. Change side, change view, change word, change act. A word, "Just change". It changed so sudden, until there isn't any signal. Maybe, changing is all i can see in life. No word is forever, nothing is forever. I regretted. I regretted. Regretted? Am i? I blame myself for such a joker person. It seems like, i'm having a big laugh and joke and end with big cries and tear.
Tired from outside.
1:10 AM - Tuesday, December 01, 2009
Yes, i'm tired. Tired. Tired! I can't sleep. I can't sleep. I can't sleep. Super tiring. Super tiring. Super tiring. I wanna text. I wanna text! I wanna text!! Okay, i'm starting to spam. Starting to spam. Starting to spam!! Spam who? Human.
Came home. Text. Online. Home inn. Not gonna bath till 2+. I'm lazy. I'm tired freak. But, i can't sleep ): I'm going to sleep around 4plus (if possible). ~Ha ha ha~ Today went tpy. Don't know for what! Just becuz bestfriend and i wanna go to the ******** and eat. But already close down ): sad. LULZ. Tpy wasn't MUCH thing to shop. Cuz there are too many aunties stuffs and is so so os so damn smelly canz! We saw randy and fuyu and ~ahbird~ ah. Rofl. Guess what they are doing? Selling 1$ ice cream. Wth. We slacked at the playground there, chit chat, play swing. Etc etc etc etc etc etc etc etc.
Goodbye. Home sweet home.
Came home. Text. Online. Home inn. Not gonna bath till 2+. I'm lazy. I'm tired freak. But, i can't sleep ): I'm going to sleep around 4plus (if possible). ~Ha ha ha~ Today went tpy. Don't know for what! Just becuz bestfriend and i wanna go to the ******** and eat. But already close down ): sad. LULZ. Tpy wasn't MUCH thing to shop. Cuz there are too many aunties stuffs and is so so os so damn smelly canz! We saw randy and fuyu and ~ahbird~ ah. Rofl. Guess what they are doing? Selling 1$ ice cream. Wth. We slacked at the playground there, chit chat, play swing. Etc etc etc etc etc etc etc etc.
Goodbye. Home sweet home.
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