A dead blog indeed): I don't have a habit of blogging anyway. It's so typical. I dislike so much okz! Ha Ha ookay, currently i'm so free-&-dontknow what to do. I've decided to adopt dogs at paris ris. I was really excited about it as i've always dream of having a pet puppy/dog for myself. So i went online to look for more info about it. I'm 17 this year. This adoption is only for 18 and above. Oh, shit /: Maybe it's not meant for me. Nevermind, stop dreaming stp dreaming!

Tomorrow tomorrow going to vivo for interview:) So happy. Hopefully i can get a nice job for myself and yeah, i'm so happy that i've changed. For some people, i don't really need to force myself for you. You can have your own ways and i can always have my own ways. If you think that by doing all these things, will make you happy. Then be it. Don't ever bother of people's look to you. (Once, i'm rather afraid of people misunderstanding me. I'm so scared. I took action. Now, i don't even bother people misunderstand me or whatsoever. If you really think i'm that, means i'm like that. God knows, and he saw everything.)

I like my style, own ways, own thinking, imaginative and creativity. I love myself as much as loving god. Because, i love god for giving everything i need. By looking into me, doesn't make you know everything about me. By using your heart to feel, you may know something. What i meant, is what you can find for.